Thoughts on faith and life from Sara Irwin, rector at Christ Episcopal Church in Waltham, Massachusetts (www.christchurchwaltham.org). Published weekly.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
God's good creation
Friday, April 18, 2008
To be a miracle
Friday, April 11, 2008
Remembering Dietrich Bonhoeffer
Bonhoeffer’s book Life Together describes the life of the Christian community in that seminary. He is known for the expression “cheap grace,” which he explained in his book The Cost Of Discipleship. Grace is cheap, he writes, when it is used as an excuse for failing to be ethically faithful to the Gospel—forgiveness with no conversion. The “costly grace” of the Gospel requires us to follow Jesus recklessly, wherever our faith takes us: all the way to death if necessary, as Bonhoeffer did. He wrote, “It is costly because it costs a man his life, and it is grace because it gives a man the only true life. It is costly because it condemns sin, and grace because it justifies the sinner. . . Costly grace is the Incarnation of God."
Bonhoeffer spent time in the United States in New York at Union Theological Seminary, and was deeply impacted by the African American culture he met in Harlem, near the seminary. He taught Sunday school at Abyssinian Baptist Church and was moved by the “black Christ” he met in the writings of the Harlem Renaissance. His witnesses of racism in America would deeply shape his understanding of anti-Semitism at home. His friends encouraged him to stay in New York, but instead he returned home. In 1939, after the persecution of the Jews became more serious, Bonhoeffer was threatened due to his having spoken out against the regime. He returned to New York that spring, but by July was back in Berlin speaking out again. He wrote to a friend,
Committed to peace, he nevertheless became involved with a group plotting Hitler’s assassination, and was send to the Buchenwald concentration camp when his allegiances were discovered. On SundayApril 8, 1945, he had just finished conducting a service of worship at Schoenberg, when two soldiers came in, saying, "Prisoner Bonhoeffer, make ready and come with us," the standard summons to a condemned prisoner. As he left, he said to another prisoner, "This is the end -- but for me, the beginning -- of life." He was hanged the next day.
We’ll celebrate Bonhoeffer at our regular Tuesday service on April 15. Because I’ll be away at clergy conference, Paula Tatarunis will be leading evening prayer. Martin Niemoller, a colleague of Bonhoeffer’s in the Confessing Church wrote a poem you may be familiar with—this version is inscribed in the Holocaust Memorial in Boston.
They came first for the Communists,
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Rummaging for God (from April 3)
Ask God to be able to remember the last day. More specifically, pray for the grace to understand as well as to remember.
The past 24 hours contain many gifts. What are they? It could be as small as a kind word from a stranger standing in line for coffee.
3. Review the feelings that surfaced in your recollection.
Where was there the most energy? Where was there anger or fear? Where was there joy and happiness? Where was there tension and pain? Peace and rest?
4. Choose one of the strongest moments and pray from it.
A particularly strong feeling is a sign that something important was going on at that time. Feelings aren’t good or bad; feelings are just information. If you felt a strong sense of nervousness or fear, ask God for guidance and for the grace to trust. If you felt intense joy, give thanks. If you felt intense worry over someone, hold them in your heart in prayer.
5. Look toward tomorrow.
How do you feel about the coming day? Are you excited? Are you dreading it? Are you feeling a sense of resolve and organization, or are you overwhelmed and out of control? Whatever comes, use it for prayer—for help, or guidance, or simply ask God to be with you for the day.
This way of prayer helps us not just to know abstractly that God is with us, but to cultivate the awareness of God with us and to bring God deliberately into our focus. Take a moment now and pray your day.
[5 steps from Dennis Hamm, SJ, “Rummaging For God: Praying Backward Through Your Day” published 5/14/94 in the journal America]